Tuesday, October 23, 2012

Famous



It posters itself across our TV’s, radio’s, magazines, internet, and any other media form that exists: lives of the rich and famous. These people are coined as the most successful because their accomplishments and talents have produced the greatest recognition. These people have the greatest of lives, or so it seems, lives that even though most internally enhance, we envy nonetheless. A desire to be famous, that is, to be known among the celebrated, drives dreams, guides decisions, designs thoughts, and determines success.
What would make me great? What would make me known? Because it is in being known, that I am important. Becoming the best, in and how without significance, just achieving greatness is purposed. To be the best teacher, the best coach, the best son, friend, brother; these things plague me. Insecurity looking to become tangible confidence masks itself into arrogance and I begin to lose at the very things I set out to occupy. Never seeing victories, strengths or capabilities, it becomes tunnel-vision to the shortcomings and misgivings that make me less than, that prevent me from becoming the recognized. If am known, I am the best; if I am the best, I am the acclaimed, I am important.
           I lay flat on my floor, analyzing the weaknesses that I offer into the next phase of my life, career; wondering if I will ever sit among those who are thriving and seemingly unbeaten. Creating strategies and tactics to shift paradigms and cultures to create the success I desire, the respect I want to deserve, the importance I crave. Reminded of the fleeting substance of being known by the many, I realize my desire to be known is not a selfish desire, simply misguided.
           What then would change if the aspiration to be famed found its roots in eternal consequences? Where the footprints of my steps were marked by broken chains and freed lives. What if the popularity’s construction was replaced with importing value and life into the broken and hopeless? What if I forgot about my name, and in the minutes of everyday, resolved only to promote His? Where reputation began in heaven, while unpopulating hell.



What if famous still happened…

…in and through the ageless?